How Is Your Willpower Serving You?

10. May 2013 · 2 comments · Categories: Embodying Divinity, yoga · Tags: , , , , , , , , ,

While in this powerful manifesting New Moon window, we have a fabulous opportunity to declare and claim our intentions. So time to get clear on what you truly desire.
Which brings up a question I have been pondering. We all have willpower, even though that might be debatable at times! The question is whether this power is serving your personality, along with all of its addictions, attachments, identifications and so forth…. OR… is it serving your Divine alignment?

What would happen if you aligned your will with your Divine Self?

It definitely calls for a commitment. Once you are clear on what you are committed to, then the next step is to align your actions with your intentions.This, by the way, naturally results from surrendering into your Divine Self.

In other words, how many times have you been excited or passionate about starting something and decided to go for it, only to find that within days all kinds of excuses came up which prevented you from doing what you had said you would?

A classic example are new year’s intentions and the number of people joining a gym. All excited to get their body in shape. By the end of January, the gym visits have dropped significantly. So what happened? Where did that willpower go? Anyone recognize this?

Over the last few weeks I have discovered the joy of willpower supporting my commitment to being divine alignment in yet another way. I felt an urge to start moving my body again and this happened to coincide with a 14 day Yoga Challenge with Gaiam TV. I loved it so much that I decided to keep going and am now going for 40 days of Fire of Transformation. If you feel inspired to join me, hop on over to http://bit.ly/FireTransformation

There have been a few times when I really did not feel like doing the yoga for that day and that’s when I started observing this willpower going into an old outdated habit of attempting to sabotage me. I happened to be aware of what was going on and in that moment realized it was time for me to claim my power as creator of my life.

I rolled out my mat and put myself on it. I dedicated that day’s practice to releasing all the ways I was holding out on my Self and to allow this practice to really support my divine alignment.

Wow, it was amazing. This particular yoga set starts with the so-called ‘Ego Eradicator’. Haha, how appropriate, right? The moment that inner gremlin knew I meant business, though, it hopped into the cocoon of transformation and that resistance transformed into this flow of life force, nourishing my body and opening spaces inside which had been locked down.

Which has made me wonder what else is possible?

I love the reminder my wonderful mentor Nalini from http://delphicwave.com shared with me a while ago.
She said: “Ask to be shown what’s possible from Her perspective.”

I became aware that any time I was trying to come up with solutions, that was my personality perspective.
When I allow myself to be shown the Divine perspective, it is nothing short of miraculous and magical. Plus I have noticed that these options are always so much more fun.

So if anything were possible and you could wave a magic wand around your life, what would you choose to be different?

Go ahead, allow yourself to dream BIG and write these intentions on a piece of paper, place that under your pillow tonight and allow the Divine perspective to optimize everything on your list.

If you’re game to share, then we can all add our light and love to one another’s intentions. Feels like a gorgeous community garden being nurtured and cherished.

I am calling forth the love of my life in a gorgeous male body ;) Plus the perfect opportunities for me to show up in the world in the biggest and brightest way. And a wonderful home by the beach. Plus plenty of money and resources to support me on my journey as I keep on sprinkling joy. All of this optimized in divine alignment, ofcourse!

To be continued…

Many joyful blessings,

Tina
www.innerdelight.com

Copyright © 2013 Tina van Leuven. All Rights Reserved.

 

 

 

How To Quickly Erase Fear

17. March 2013 · Write a comment · Categories: clearing fear, Embodying Divinity · Tags: , , , , , ,

How to quickly erase all your fears, worries, anxiety for once and for all?

Sync with your infinite Self, the YOU that is your unique expression of Divinity.

You are not separate from YOU, as much as your mind might tell you otherwise

Do you think that YOU are limited in any way?
That YOU are lacking in anything?

 

Do you think YOU have access to ALL of YOU?
Therefore have access to everything you desire, right NOW?

Yes, that old cliche that everything you desire is already inside you…
you just have to align with it.

Or, another way to put it:  you just have to sync with YOU.

Anytime you are experiencing fear, anxiety, worry, doubt… you have simply disconnected from YOU.
Simply plug back in, just as you would plug in the chord of your ipod to your computer to synchronize all the files.

Just imagine for a moment that YOU are the computer, the Source Databank, fully connected with the playing field of infinite potential, where anything is possible.

Where anything can be created because you have access to everything.

Now… are you willing to plug into YOU and allow ALL of your database to be synchronized with the Source Databank?

As all of your data – the stories, the memories, the feelings, the beliefs, the rules, the agreements, the vows, the conditioning, ALL of it – is being synchronized with the infinite BEing you truthfully are, everything which is not aligned with that is simply erased,deleted, dissolved. Gone.

  • All the ways you had amnesia, forgetting who YOU really are…gone.
  • All the limitations you were held back by… gone.
  • All the pretending to be less than you really are… gone.
  • All the ways you ever denied yourself the magnificence of YOU… gone.
  • All the ways you pretended you were separate from the Divinity you are…gone.
  • All the failsafe mechanisms which kept you small and disconnected from the truth of YOU… gone.
  • All the ways you ever hoarded anything just in case you might need it someday…gone.
  • All excess baggage- emotionally, physically, mentally- … gone.

All systems optimized, functioning at love speed, plugged into Infinite Database.

Now… are you ready to own the magnificence of the infinite BEingness YOU are?

What would you like to create now, having access to absolutely anything and everything in these playing fields of infinite possibilities?

If this brings up any hesitation, just check your chord into YOU.
You might have gotten unplugged and disconnected before the full synchronization was complete.

Simply ‘Click to Sync’ once again and allow the process to complete.
The first time might take a little while as ALL your corrupt files have to be deleted.
You can stay plugged in 24/7, allowing synchronization to occur in real time.

It may just take your mind a few reminders that this is really possible now.
So just in case you notice you got unplugged, simply re-connect, Click to Sync and allow yourself to be fully aligned with the Divinity you are!

Oh, and another SYNChronicity… The image for the syncing jumped out at me and as I was writing this, I syddenly saw one of the beautiful Aura Soma bottles… same colors…

it is called Open Sesame and is about the depths of wisdom being expressed in a whole new way… to be expressed through the heart… when love and the truth of power are one, it is often referred to as feminine leadership. Where the power of love has transformed the love of power, which was more accurately force and suppressed wisdom.

Time to choose…

Have fun and happy creating;)

to be continued…

Many joyful blessings,

Tina
www.innerdelight.com

Copyright © 2013 Tina van Leuven. All Rights Reserved.

 

How I Sustain My Joy Even When Challenges Arise

30. January 2013 · 4 comments · Categories: Embodying Divinity, Joy Sprinkle Trail · Tags: , , , ,

Just a few days ago I was still walking through the snow in snowboots… then the Joy Sprinkle Trail led me to sunny Australia. I experienced bliss when diving into the beautiful Indian ocean again after 4 years. My goodness, how I had missed that deep blue water… and how deeply it rejuvenates me.

Along with that joyful experience, I was also confronted by a very different reunion with my mum than I had hoped for.
Having gone through so many transformations over the last few years and having let go of so many fixed programs, I was taken for a spin when I realized that there were still a few stubborn hold outs in my physical and emotional body. Nothing like being with family to trigger those deeply anchored body imprints, implants and conditioning.

‎“The pain lies in the difference of what we think should happen and what actually happens.”Vernon Howard

Much to my initial dismay, I discovered my physical and emotional bodies still held some expectations of what being a daughter entailed, what a mother’s role is and how I had expected to be welcomed after quite a few years away…

None of which matched the experience I was having!

The warmth and support I have been blessed to share with and receive from my friends over the last few years has become the ‘norm’ for me. Feeling completely loved and cherished for who I am and free to be me.
When I had invited everyone for a ‘goodbye for now’ party at a local cafe the weekend before I flew out, one of my dear friends called me and asked me if I would please allow her to host the party at her home, as her gift to me. The same friend who had invited me to stay at her home when my Joy Sprinkle Trail launched last summer and who welcomed me into her family as one of them.

Being surrounded by so many amazing people whom I love and who love me, was quite an emotional experience. The love was tangible in that room and everyone commented how moved they had been by being present there that day.

Knowing that love is eternal and we are connected no matter where we are in the world, it was still one of the hardest things for me to let go of being in the same physical location as my family of friends. Not knowing when we will hug again…

I have quite a few amazing friends all over the world, some of us haven’t met in person yet, however, the heart connection between us all is so deep, so strong, that this is what has often sustained me through challenging times.

Feeling so supported I was even blessed with a most wonderful lady at the airline check-in who turned a blind eye to my slightly over the weight limit suitcase…

I kept expressing my gratitude to the Divine Mother for holding me in the Heartspace and for all the love and support on my way.

The flight via Kuala Lumpur was super comfortable and I had a lovely seat partner so the time flew by.
Even the tail wind was cooperating as the flight times were shorter than scheduled.

Going through immigation and customs was a breeze with the new scanning facilities so I was out in the arrivals area within 20 minutes of landing.

Wow… in the flow, right? So where was my mum?…

Turns out she had been stuck in traffic  for 20 minutes and by the time she arrived we could go straight to the car and didn’t even have to pay for parking. Before too long we were at my mum’s place and I could have a shower to wash off the flight.

So what’s the problem, you might be thinking?…

A week or so before I flew out, I was talking with her and had said that I really wanted to go the beach to dive into the ocean as soon as I had dropped off my bags and had a shower. She told me she had a very busy schedule that day and wouldn’t be able to bring me but that I could go the next day.

That would have been ok for many other things, however, I had missed the ocean so much that I really wanted to gift myself with a dive in her waters to land in Australia, symbolically and physically. If she couldn’t bring me then I would find another solution. If I had to take a taxi, then so be it.

This wasn’t well received and the conversation which followed had almost made me want to cancel the flight.

Alas, I figured it would shift by the time I’d be there and the morning after our call, I received a message that my mum had asked the neighbour if she would come to the beach with me and she had said she’d be happy to.

When I arrived in Oz, my mum told me on the drive home that something had come up and the neighbour couldn’t take me to the beach but that I could go in the monring.

So… I took a moment to feel what I would most like to do and I immediately felt the inner negotiator about to settle… as well as a very loud: GO TO THE BEACH!

I chose to honor my Self and called a taxi to take me to the beach. Was it worth it? Heck yes! Definitely one of the things that brings me great joy.

The next few days I listened to several of the audios in the Delphic Wave Embodying Fluidity program, again. In particular the ‘Clearing Genetic Patterning’ as well as the ‘Understanding and Clearing Archetypal Patterning’. Nothing like being in the presence of those who hold the patterning which was genetically passed down to you to observe if there is anything still holding on or playing out…

Another layer shifted and I felt my body release the disappointments, the sadness, the feelings of having being abandoned emotionally and whatever else was being absorbed by the cocoon, the cosmic laundry service…

This morning I woke up and felt something had been released from my core. The energy between my mum and me felt light hearted and I no longer felt triggered. I could see her for who she is and accept how she chooses to express herself.

I don’t feel the same kind of heart connection with her as I do with my best friends. That is what had saddened me upon arrival as I experienced a big gap and it had felt very cold and distant. I do love her, though. As long as I accept her as she is,  I can connect and laugh with her and enjoy time spent with her.

Amazing how those expectations

can trip us up, isn’t it?

Throughout the past week, while I was ‘working’ with the Embodying Fluidity audios, I retreated to the beach so as to allow these programs to be transformed and to honor my own energy alignment.

The one thing I know I can count on is my Source connection. Sustaining that alignment is made so much easier for me when I spend time in nature.

And isn’t it interesting that as I honor my alignment and allow Source to optimize it how quickly ‘external’ circumstances can shift…

So how about you? What brings YOU your greatest joy?

What are the things you can be woken up for? That light your fire? That bring a smile to your face which simply won’t go away…

And to what degree does any part of you believe you have to do something to earn or deserve that kind of joy?

And when or with whom do you find yourself wanting to settle for less than what feels optimal for you, so as not to have others call you selfish? Thereby denying your Self and disconnecting from Source…

To be continued…

Many joyful blessings,

Tina
www.innerdelight.com

Copyright © 2013 Tina van Leuven. All Rights Reserved.

What If Your Boundaries Are Like Swiss Cheese?

16. November 2012 · Write a comment · Categories: energy clearing · Tags: , , , ,

As delicious as Swiss cheese is to eat, when your energy field looks like Emmentaler it may be time to review your definitions of healthy boundaries :)

So… how do you know if this may be the case? And, more importantly, what can you do about it?

If your inner database contains mixed definitions of what healthy boundaries are then you may find yourself in a bit of a double bind. Especially when these are held in your unconscious and hence outside of your awareness.
Fortunately, or not, whatever we have stored in our (un)concsious database is reflected back to us in our daily living.

One of the things I have noticed within myself and many others along the way, is that when one is on a supposed spiritual path, then there can be the tendency to believe you have to be open and be an energy transmuter for everything and everyone… a belief that you have to take on other people’s energy to transmute it for them when they are having a hard time, for example. This mostly occurs unconsciously….

This, by the way, was part of the job description for being a rescuer…and can also be recognized by any of the following:

  • You find it much easier to give than to receive
  • Saying NO to others can make you want to squirm
  • You’d rather betray your Self than risk disappointing someone else
  • People love being in your presence and feel rejuvenated after time spent with you while you may find yourself exhausted
  • You have a tendency to take on more than you can handle ( because heaven forbid that you say NO!) and then push yourself to get it all done, even if this means you’ll burn out
  • You have a fear that if you choose to be true to your Self that others may find you selfish and you’ll end up all alone
  • You’re naturally able to feel what others are experiencing and can tend to pick up other people’s feelings or even physical symptoms, no longer clear on what is yours and what belongs to others
  • Your shoulders are probably pretty tight from carrying all those extra burdens which were never yours to carry

I am sure you can add plenty of other variations to the above… but really, what if it all comes down to (part of) you wanting to feel needed and in control?

I mean, who would you be without the role of the rescuer, the savior, the one who everyone can count on to be there 24/7 ?

Well… from my personal experience I can tell you my answer to that question is: FREE. Free to be who I am.
It took me a while to get here! And redefining boundaries has been of the utmost importance. It brought up a truckload of outdated agreements and beliefs which had held me hostage in limitations of which I had not been aware but which had been sabotaging me left, right and center.

So… what are healthy boundaries to you?
And why have boundaries when we are all connected in the Oneness?

This is a matter of discernment and recognizing that not everything nor everyone is energetically aligned or optimal for your unique resonance. Just like all music is composed of sounds in different harmonies, you are not going to resonate or relate to all music. What may feel rejuvenating or nurturing to one person, can feel like having a hammer banged on the head by someone else.

Boundaries are often confused with putting up walls or barriers, which require defending.

This can show up in your life as letting people or things reach a certain limit and then you block them out as you retreat to recharge. Or you may find yourself defending your decision to say NO to something or someone.

Healthy boundaries are like the membranes around a cell; they are transparent and when they are healthy, they allow in what nurtures the cell and keep out anything which is not optimal for the wellbeing.

As there is so much to ‘monitor’ while we move throughout the planetary collective soup, it would be pretty much impossible to consciously select what to let in and what to keep out.
Many healers have carried with them lifetimes of training to take the energies into their bodies or energy fields and transmute them, often to the detriment of their own wellbeing. This may be so deeply imbedded that to let this agreement be released can feel like breaking a vow.

What if you were to hand it all over the Divine? And what if you allowed Source to inform you of the truth of boundaries?

This is precisely what happens when you allow the Heartspace to navigate you throughout your days. I first experienced the initation into the Heartspace with Mary Nalini Macnab in 2010. Since then I have been blessed to experience many more of the Delphic Wave initiations, each one taking this deeper into my beingness. Just the other day I realized that I still had a few tiny holdouts which were preventing me from fully surrendering to the Divine. It was connected to trusting Her completely. When Nalini invited me to jump into the Great Mother’s arms and allow myself to be held there, I felt those strands dissolve and a deep inner knowing that the one thing I can count on for sure is Her.

Being held in the Heartspace feels to me like being held in the arms of Source. Here I can relax and allow my Self to BE. Knowing that my unique vibrational signature, my soul sound, magnetizes to me those people and events which are aligned with my divine essence and… in the event anything not in alignment were to come in, then it is transformed, optimized or otherwise handled by Source… the optimal boundary ‘manager’!

If this resonates with you, then I can highly recommend starting out with the Delphic wave audio ‘Molding the Mystical Container’, which initiates you into this Heartspace gift from the Divine. This is part of the Embodying Fluidity program.

I’d love to hear about your insights and experiences with boundaries. Please share this post with your friends. This is super easy via one of the social media buttons below :) Thanks!

To be continued…

Many joyful blessings,

Tina
www.innerdelight.com

Copyright © 2012 Tina van Leuven. All Rights Reserved.

Feeling Weary and Exhausted?

15. June 2012 · 4 comments · Categories: clearing fear, energy clearing · Tags: , , , , ,

Have you ever noticed how much tension is held in the body that you may not have been aware of until…

you had an experience of deep (emotional) release? And only then realized how tightly you’d been holding on?…

I have been experiencing a lot of this lately. And most of it seems to have been driven by the controlling attempts of ego programming. What do I mean by that? All the ways I have identified who I am with certain roles, identities taken on over the years. Letting these go, one by one, as I am aware of them, feels like getting naked. That feels vulnerable and that triggers subtle ( and sometimes not so subtle!) ways of covering up once again.

I once read somewhere: EGO = Edging God Out

Pushing the Divine out, trying to remain in control.

It dawned on me that this is precisely what these programs have been doing. And that as I am surrendering to the Divine more and more, I am feeling the exhaustion being released.
It has been like trying to keep a beach ball pushed under water for goodness knows how long.
I suddenly saw how there had been this unconscious addiction to adrenaline, triggered by fear, which had been stored in the body. I could literally feel it in my kidneys.
This kept me constantly doing something to transform the fears and hence kept me in this loop of DO-ing. A catch 22 cycle…

Until it dawned on me that I could ‘simply’ hand over all the unconscious addictions to the Divine to be transformed. And that I could simply BE. If action is required then I receive inspiration and I act on that. And if there is no inspiration, then I simply relax and rest.

Now how do I recognize this pattern is trying to run the show?

It wants to DO something, anything… as long as it is doing something, it feels important, in charge and as if things are under control.
When there is nothing to DO, it freaks out.Totally exhausting!

Over the last few years I have really come to trust the magnificence of Divine Timing and Scheduling. The number of times I have experienced appointments being cancelled or postponed and suddenly having unexpected time off… and then receiving the rest I required and hence being open to receive many wonderful insights… and everything I require, including money to cover living expenses, showing up in unexpected ways.

It used to trigger lots of doubt and fear in me. So I’d process those and experience relief… for a while… until the next wave came and there was more to process. This was such a sneaky way of keeping me in the DO-ing mode!

I see many on a spiritual path in the same or similar operating mode. Perhaps you can recognize it in others? Maybe even in yourself?

If so, no wonder so many light ‘workers’ are feeling exhausted and weary by now.

I feel very blessed to have ‘discovered’ the HeartSpace, as shared by Mary Nalini MacNab from www.delphicwave.com.
When I first experienced this a few years ago, I sort of got it… well, that’s what I thought. Haha… the clue here was that I thought I got it;)

Nalini said that the HeartSpace was given to us by the Divine Mum to support us through these times as these energies are simply too much for the bodies to transmute. That is what many of us have been DO-ing for who knows how long…

Having been a very dedicated spiritual warrior in many incarnations, totally committed to the Divine, the joke is that I see now how I had been so busy DO-ing that I edged out the Divine.
What an interesting way of twisting energies…

I really ‘got it’ the other day ( only took me a few years) when I heard Nalini laugh when someone mentioned that handing everything over to the Divine, into the cocoon to be transformed ( you can get a visual of this on the www.beheartspace.com site and in the e-book you can experience it more in-depth) was the easy way…

Well, it is the ‘easy’ way if you can surrender to the Divine;) And that requires letting go of the controller, the DO-ing… and allowing yourself to be held by the Divine, to let her handle the details, to trust that when she requires you to take action, she will inform you and you will know…

One of the biggest arguments against this is often that if you hand it all over to the Divine, then you won’t DO anything anymore and just sit and meditate all day.

Well, that is a big fat lie! A very clever and convincing one at that but still a lie.
Just another way of keeping separation between Spirit and humanity in place.

What if the truth is that we are living here in co-creation with the Divine… and that as sparks of the Divine in physical human form, we are here to live as one with the Divine? Like rays of sunshine, each an expression of the sun?
The sun being the source and the rays expressions of the source… One can’t BE without the other….
Or as Nalini often says, like the droplets in the waves in the ocean…

So what if the identity of the spiritual warrior is outdated? Who would you BE without that identity?

Many of the qualities defining the spiritual warrior may still be ‘valid’, however, what if the energy inherent in being a warrior is handed over to the Divine to be transformed and optimized for these times?
That does require courage, a warrior quality indeed. What if there is no fighting or battle required, which keeps the duality of good vs bad in place? What if it is a matter of letting all the identities go which have kept you edging out the Divine?

And that by embodying your Divinity, your light shines so bright that all that is required is for you to ‘simply’ BE…. giving expression to your authentic spark of the Divine in ways only you can… taking action when you feel the inspiration from the Divine… and that as you let your light shine, just like a ray of sunshine, that your presence illuminates the world…

I wonder what this will be like… and so I surrender the spiritual warrior identity, and any other identities I may have (un)consciously been holding on to, to the Divine now… to be transformed… allowing this body to be a vessel for the light of the Divine… joyfully expressing this in many ways I am sure to yet discover;)

If you can relate to any of this, I’d love to read about your experiences and insights! So go ahead and leave a comment… and please share this with your friends if you feel that way inspired. You can click on any of the social media buttons below, making it super easy.

Thanks and many joyful blessings,
Tina
www.innerdelight.com

Copyright © 2012 Tina van Leuven. All Rights Reserved.

The Power of Asking

12. May 2012 · Write a comment · Categories: BUT busting, energy clearing · Tags: , , , ,

Ask and you shall receive….

I am sure you have heard that phrase and probably used it at times…

I truly believe this works, however… have you ever considered the power of your asking?
I mean, do you ask boldly? Do you find it easy to ask for what you truly want or need? Or do you tend to ask in a round-about way and hope others, including the universe, will pick up on your unspoken request and deliver?

In Dutch there is a saying which says that children who ask are by-passed… I am sure that every language will have its variation on this and perhaps you would like to share any that you know of;)

So from a very young age we learn that it is not a good idea to ask for anything because…

You either discovered that when you asked…

you were told not to be so greedy, that it wasn’t possible, you were possibly ridiculed, rejected, ignored or told that only if you were a ‘good girl/boy’ then perhaps your request might be honored.

It is even shared in the Christmas song ‘Santa is coming to Town’: you better be good, you better watch out…

So no wonder that alternatives to getting your needs met were developed and mastered! Also known as manipulation… I recall as a kid knowing that if I wanted something that, depending on what it was, I had to go to either my mom or my dad to increase the odds of success. And seeing my nieces and nephews also doing this from a very young age amazed me. Then this ofcourse carries on into adult years in a variety of ways…

Rather than boldly and clearly declaring what you want, you may find yourself settling for what is given and then feeling frustrated that your needs are not fully met.
Yet, if you were to voice your request without all the underlying limitations, can you imagine you might have a different experience?

If you’re like me and are sensitive to energy and can pick up what others are feeling or thinking, then people in your life will often be amazed at how you know just what they need, often before they have even been able to voice it…
This is a great gift, this being sensitive… however, it also sets up the trap of believing others are also this sensitive and so will therefore respond to your unspoken requests… Can you relate to this?…

I recently had a series of AHA! moments around this very topic.

I had to move and did not know yet where to, so I was challenged to get very clear on what my preferences were, to take a stand for my requests and to then be open to receiving.

What were these insights? Here are a few. See if you can recognize any of these…

  • I saw very clearly how I had confused asking with begging and hence the resistance to receiving because it felt like I was asking for a hand-out and there was shame attached to that and pride as well as insistence of doing it by myself… and not wanting to take vs. receive… Feel the mind spin on that one?!
  • Asking from the Divine versus asking other people held a different charge as well… here I discovered some deeply held vows from monastery times…
  • Noticing how I have absolute faith in the Divine delivering my small requests but when it comes to what I would call the bigger things… that brought up a whole list of inner objections, which prevented me from asking BIG…
  • Seeing very clearly how the fear of being rejected, ridiculed, let down, disappointed etc etc had stopped me so many times from asking what I truly desired and hence asking for and settling for crumbs instead…

AND

  • Seeing how all these things had contributed to having to dig really deep, like an inner archeological excavation, to discover what I truly desire…

I start my day connecting with what I call my Divine Team…

and then journal as if having a conversation with them, stating what I need help with, what I would like them to handle for me today, which beliefs I feel are blocking me and asking for their insight as well as taking these and transforming them, and also asking my specific requests for the day. As well as sharing my love and appreciation for them and all the positive evidence I discover every day.

It is through this daily practice, which I picked up again when I moved into my new home, that I became aware of how fast my requests were being answered. For example, one day I asked that the hot water problem in my home be fixed and within one hour of writing, it was done. Another day I asked to receive positive evidence of money showing up in my life in unexpected and fun ways and again, within a few hours I received an email of a totally unexpected gift from someone as appreciation for who I am and the light I share with the world.

After a few days in a row like this it suddenly dawned on me how surprised I was at how fast this worked and I also saw how I had been limiting myself. So… I have been playing with asking in a much bigger way and it is SO much fun!
Last night I was on a call with the wonderful Mary Nalini MacNab for one of the Goddess Initiation member calls
( http://www.delphicwave.com/goddess-initiation-member-registration/ ) and that was when I saw how part of me still didn’t fully trust that the Divine will deliver any big requests.

This morning I suddenly saw how this program had played out in my life…

projecting the authority outside myself and knowing ‘they’ ( whether ‘they’ are parents, teachers, partners, government, employer, the Divine etc) had the power to grant me my wishes or requests AND CAN, BUT whether they would or not depended on how they were feeling in that moment so it would always feel it could go either way and there wasn’t a great deal I could DO about it. HA! Talk about victim energy…As far as the Divine goes, that part of me felt that when I asked for anything BIG, that the odds were likely

So… this morning I asked my Team to take this from me and to transform and optimize these energies to support me in my Divine alignment. Wow… what a gift to receive. And how exciting to see what will show up now;)

I would love to hear from you how this might be playing out in your life. So go ahead and comment and I ask that you also share this post by clicking on the share links below, to get this conversation viral on Facebook, Twitter, LinkedIn or wherever you like to share. I know there are many others who resonate with this and perhaps will find this valuable so go ahead and share!

Many joyful blessings,

Tina
www.innerdelight.com

Copyright © 2012 Tina van Leuven. All Rights Reserved.

Waking up from the dream

18. February 2012 · 5 comments · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: , , , , ,

 A while ago I shared with a dear friend that I felt like Snowwhite, having  been kissed awake by my Divine Self, and ever since being amazed at what I have been perceiving. Like suddenly being able to see beyond the illusions of what we have called reality for so long.

It’s like recovering from a hang-over! Having consumed way too many worries, fears and doubts… believing them to be real and letting them zap the power and life force right out me…

I feel as if I had been in slumber mode for a while. You know, occasionally waking up and having a stretch of clarity, and then dozing off again, as the doubts kicked in, often accompanied by those inner voices asking me who the hell I thought I was to break free from these limitations! Like backing out of playing a game because it is no longer fun or enjoyable…

How amazing it is to me now that I played this game for so long…believing that in order to ‘fit in’ I had to participate and that meant that I had to comply, to settle for less than my heart desired, believe in scarcity and struggle, dim my light and above all, forget who I truly am!

I have been slowly waking up from the dream and am feeling the magic and joy increase every moment!
The starseed activation session I had with Mary Nalini MacNab from www.delphicwave.com seems to have taken off the inner handbrake on letting myself be fully seen, to shine like the brightest star in the galaxies!
The inspirations have been flowing and I feel buzzing and alive with even greater joy.

“A joyous person abounds with energy & feels buoyant because she’s running a higher-frequency current of energy through her system”. Gary Zukav

My laptop is getting a memory upgrade next week to keep up with these ever increasing energies! How symbolic is that?!

How has this been playing out in your life?…

Joyful blessings,
Tina

 

 

 

Embodying your own Innerdelight

17. February 2012 · 6 comments · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: , , , , ,

 Inner Delight is about tapping into your own source of joy as you embody the light that you are.
Experiencing the connection that changes everything is available for everyone right now. It is time to make your own alignment your number one priority. To embody your own inner delight!
But what does this really mean?…

A couple of days ago I received a starseed alignment session from Mary Nalini MacNab, from delphicwave.com. When I first heard her speaking about these, something inside of me stirred… I had been having quite a few synchronistic events over the last few months, like cosmic winks that reminded me that I am fully supported by the Divine in all her facets.
Like attending one of Nalini’s Sacred Feminine Initiation classes and hearing the exact three words, and in the exact same order as I had been given them mid December… discernment, integrity and alignment.

And the numerous times I received messages with words I wouldn’t ‘normally’ use, and then to receive a newsletter from Lauren C. Corgo  (from www.thinkwithyourheart.net )with her last update from the Pleiadian Seven Sisters, and… you guessed it… the very same words used in those updates!

As Nalini had said to me: Your starstream is stalking you;)

So… how would I describe this experience? It is as if ALL OF ME has gone online!
It is very fresh, so still integrating and I will keep sharing about my experiences and insights.
As I had the alignment in my evening, I was able to go to sleep right after and I could feel this tingling sensation throughout my entire being. Being filled up with my light, truly inner delightful!

This is what embodying the light that you are is all about… taking up residence inside this physical body while remaining fully aware that you are light. With this lightness of being, life takes on a magical brilliance…

Everything feels lighter… and my perception has shifted. You know how you may have read a book and it made an impact? And then you read it again years later and you ‘suddenly’ get it on a whole new level? That’s what I am feeling at the moment…
I can hardly wait to share what else emerges from this experience!

If your starstream is stalking you ( you will know as you will feel very called!), then gift yourself a session with Nalini.
You can find the information on this page: http://www.delphicwave.com/divine-intervention/

Many joyful blessings,
Tina

P.S. And speaking of going fully online… my new website is almost ready to go live!!! Divine timing;)

Your Inner Delight

13. October 2011 · Write a comment · Categories: Uncategorized · Tags: , ,

What brings you inner delight?… What makes your heart sing?… 

And what is keeping you from embodying this 24/7 right now?

With all the talk about October 28th and 2012, it occurred to me that perhaps these dates have put us on hold to experience unity consciousness now, as if waiting for permission to release the limiting perspectives of our past conditioning and programming, the stories we have identified with which are based on lack, limitation and the likes of such.

What if you gave yourself permission right now to choose to let all of that density go and to choose joy instead?

What would you create in your life?…

I was talking with Nalini MacNab, from http://beheartspace.com, the other day and she referred to our inner operating systems being upgraded at the moment and being in that space in between, before the new operating system is fully functional.

This rang a bell for me… it’s as if we have been operating on a mental processor, defined by linear thinking and rationalizing everything… and now we are upgrading to the heart processor, which the old mental processor cannot keep up with.

If attempting to hold on to stories which identified who you were, or probably more correctly said, which you perceived yourself to be in this life up until now… then you may find your system crashing;)

The new heart processor simply doesn’t run the old programs! So updates are required for optimal performance.

Surrendering the old software to the Divine, to Source, to be transformed and optimized for your new heart processor;) Acknowledge whatever arises, surrender it to the Divine and allow yourself to receive the optimal downloads for your heart’s software…

So, when you imagine your life infused with the presence of grace, where daily miracles are the norm, and where you can dream into being absolutely anything which delights you… what would that be like?

And what or whom are you waiting for to live this reality right now?

I invite you to give yourself permission right this very moment to embody your Soul, your Divinity, your essence… so that you may experience heaven on earth… and be a beacon of light for those you connect with that this is possible right now;)

I would love to know how you are experiencing this so please share your comments for all of us!

Thank you and…

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Joyful blessings,

Tina

Countdown Time and What's Your Theme?

12. November 2010 · Write a comment · Categories: energy clearing · Tags: , , , , , , ,

Today is exactly 7 weeks from New Year’s Eve… It just dawned on me how this year has flown by, faster it would seem than any previous years… Can you relate to that?…

This has also felt like one of the most intense times in my life so far and if I had to give 2010 a theme
then for me it has definitely been the year of opening my heart… Of rediscovering how much love I am capable of receiving and giving… of letting go of old fears and ways I undervalued myself… of releasing doubt and hence experiencing a much deeper connection with my Higher Self.. and seeing that reflected in the friendships in my life…
And the most amazing thing? To discover I had kept my heart locked up out of fear of being hurt and yet by letting my heart out of that self-imposed  prison that everything I had been longing for had been there all along!

Knowing about this was one thing… to actually experience it fully… wow… I am still adjusting;) Feeling very vulnerable and tender at times… marveling at the majesty and beauty of love…  And humbled by the Divine guidance … I might have known this was where we were heading by the topics of classes I was teaching these past 12 months! Hahaha…

So what has YOUR theme of 2010 been? And what is calling you to complete?…

Have you put off dealing with certain things or people?…. Have you put your dreams on hold, waiting for better times, better economy, better timing?… Where or with whom are you keeping your heart shut?…

What if you set aside some time this weekend to make a list of any loose ends and then come up with some action steps to complete them before the end of 2010?…

Making room for 2011 to be your greatest and most fulfilling year yet!

And if you find yourself resisting or getting stuck, then call in some help with getting your energy cleared so you can focus and move forward with zest and joy. You still have 7 weeks to finish 2010 strong and even more empowered.

Many joyful blessings,

Tina

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